
Oh No… Nicholas was infected chicken pox after the trip, which I assumed is from me ;< So bad that my bb and him in the same bb sitter, so we have plan to take AL each of us a week to take care of him at home, due to we worry bb infected will be very suffer as bb is too young…
I was in Business trip after the day he infected chicken pox, so my husband took leave for the week I was not around, and my husband was in Business trip after the week I back, so I have to take AL for the other week then… what a bad news for us, spending AL without doing anything… hehe!!
This day, after I finished chicken pox, I was excited to bring bb back together with me, unfortunately, I found Nicholas was in tired & irritated mood, keep wanted me to carry him, hug him and not active enough… then I brought him to take a bath thinking to let him have a nap… SHIT!! When I bath for him, I saw his body had few red spots, I quickly called my bb sitter thinking to send my bb back to her (but failed, I managed to get her only evening time) while sending Nicholas to see doctor. It was Sunday, a lot of specialist for children and clinic also off day, so I send him to a normal clinic which the clinic don have the type of medicine for him to control the chicken pox, I was so worry if he has a lot of chicken pox in his body, due to he like to garuh here n there even not itchy, if with chicken pox, I really cannot imagine how suffer of him… but no choice, I have tried anywhere also can’t find specialist, so I just pray hard he won’t infect seriously…
1st day, in the morning have found more red spots, some even with water but still small, so I was thinking maybe will be like mind, very small & ok… unfortunately, my husband lack of knowledge, bought cake, mee soup, etc for him to have for his meal.. shit!! What advise I gave him, he oso not listen to me, and keep saying my son refuse, this n tht… I was so hate!!! Then 2nd day & 3rd day becomes serious and serious, even high fever in the midnite… I was so worry in the office everyday, called and ask.. even midnite I can’t sleep well when I got to know he is in high fever, as I worried my husband overslept till he nv noticed Nicholas in high fever… I just keep praying in the hotel that god take my life to save my son… ;<
Friday, my day to go back… I reached Mlk around 7.30pm, when the first eye I saw Nicholas, I was so sad and blame myself that izzit I’m thinking of work caused my son like tht… ;< His face so serious, the body even worst.. he was so suffer, when wanna bath / put medicine for him, he was refuse & keep crying… ;<
The 2nd week I took care of him, I make porridge for him, and just stayed at home without bring him out, as old folks said, if bring them out will get the dirts and they will very itchy and suffer.. but my husband not listening and caused my son till like tht.. I very hate!!! ;< but what can I do, is due to I was still insist to go for BT for the first week of the chicken pox critical week.. ;<
Till now, his body & face still with the marks of chicken pox, I have tried all the way to put cream for him, but still…. I hope when he grows up, all the marks will gone…… ;<
Date : 06.07.2008